Live to be Happy

I think everyone should live to be happy. They should strive to be happy. Do what it takes to get there.


Learn to Live. Live to Love. Love to Laugh.

George Bernard Shaw

“We don’t stop playing because we grow old; we grow old because we stop playing.”

Wednesday, May 2, 2007

Things Seem So Hard

Why does it seem like everyone can have kids but me? Why do I feel like it will never happen?

I have always wanted twins. Triplets would be a bonus.

I have always wanted a family but I don't think it will happen. It has trully been my one dream. I have dreamed of having a baby my whole life but I don't think it is in the cards for me for so many reasons.

It is funny I hear so many say they do not want kids. Yet they have them. Or that they don't like kids but they have three or four.

Why does it feel like it will never be my turn. I want a baby so bad. I feel it inside of me, so strongly. It overwhelms me at times. I don't know how to explain to people that the thought of me not having kids is trully one of the most painful things I have ever felt.

I think I will post tomorrow some of the reasons why I don't think it will happen.