tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-49100254120098271222024-03-13T06:08:56.314-04:00Ali A's RamblingsJust A Place To Ramble, Talk, Gossibp, Chatter...I think you get the point.Ali Ahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09265203700584298385noreply@blogger.comBlogger28125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910025412009827122.post-76265116129614466132008-06-12T20:53:00.002-04:002008-06-12T21:00:58.531-04:00UpComing Time OffSo I have sometime off coming up next weekend! I am so thrilled by that I want to yell. Why you wonder... Because I am going away. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Ok</span> so I am driving to Jersey than New York. Thing is that I am going to meet some friends.<br /><br />Two being a man and his wife. He has helped me <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">alot</span>. Giving me perspective on things that bothered me without being a jackass or overbearing. In the last few months I have come to know his wife and she is <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">alot</span> of fun to talk to. She is a far as I can see just as caring and great person as he is.<br /><br />The other is a friend who shares my love for animals. Not just rabbits but all kinds. I get to meet her and her zoo.<br /><br />So yea I am excited.<br /><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">Ohhh</span> I also have a themed house warming and a graduation Saturday. I will post about those later.Ali Ahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09265203700584298385noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910025412009827122.post-45574743993299002382008-06-07T07:19:00.001-04:002008-06-09T10:40:36.966-04:00WOW! So Many Changes<div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"><strong>So many good changes!!! Things are not perfect but they are better than they have been in a long time. For a few months there we were both out of work. Talk about scary. With the help of our family and some amazing friends we managed to get through. When it came to them end of his unemployment check we both managed to snag jobs! At the same place no less. It was one of those surreal moment that leave you wondering if you are dreaming.</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"><strong><p></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"><strong>I lucked out and manged to snag an actual position. I turned out to be great at it. I have proven to myself that I can be more than I thought. At the same time it is showing me that there are things in my life that I have to change. Some I have changed but others I am still trying to change. Rob at first was a sort of jack of all trades. Now he has an actual position. It may not seem like the "best" job but turned out to be pretty great. </strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"><strong><p></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"><strong>Things have happened and made me feel that adopting is what is best for us. We are still not ruling out completely having a biological child. We both feel there is no difference in adopting or in me giving birth to a child. Any child that enters our home via adoption or birth is our child because God sent him or her to us.</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"><strong><p></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"><strong>We looked at many countries but two stood out in our eyes. China because we knew we could have a girl. Which I would love. Rob would be happy with boy or girl. Columbia was the other. One being you could have siblings, two being that they would know <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Spanish</span>. Me being <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Puerto</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Rican</span> and some of my family being older and not knowing <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">English</span> I feel that adopting a child who can understand them would be easier for them(my family). </strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"><strong><p></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"><strong>The more I read the more my heart told me that Columbia was where we would have a chance of finding "our" child. We thought about it and both realized that boy or girl didn't matter. When you become pregnant you don't choose boy or girl. You are grateful that God blessed you with a child. </strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"><strong><p></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"><strong>Whatever happens I know that I only have so much control over any of it. God will bless me with what is right for my family.</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"><strong><p> </strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"><strong>Love, Ali </strong></span></div><div align="center"> </div><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"><strong></strong></span>Ali Ahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09265203700584298385noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910025412009827122.post-59999769732707295102008-03-28T17:35:00.000-04:002008-03-28T17:36:20.179-04:00Help Fight Bunny Discrimination!!PLEASE PLEASE!<p>A new very well-funded start-up, ZooToo.com, is really making a lot of noise in the pet world, especially with a ‘Shelter Makeover Contest’ that promises a MILLION DOLLAR makeover to a winning shelter and prizes of $5000 each to 19 runner-ups!<p>Unfortunately, not only are rabbits drastically under-represented, it appears they’re being intentionally discriminated against. There’s only one rabbit rescue in the running – Midwest Rabbit Rescue in Michigan. Midwest, after much effort, is currently sitting at #16. They have a shot at winning. <p>But it seems that some Zootoo members don’t consider rabbits legitimate pets and they’re ‘flagging’ tons of posts that earn the rescue points and posting rude comments (referring to rabbit meat and dog training tools, etc). Midwest is dropping in the standings. In just one day Midwest volunteers saw their standing drop from #12 to #17 because of unexplained deletions of their points.<p>(Insult to injury, the company itself features cats, dogs, horses, reptiles and birds on their home page, but no rabbits). <p>We REALLY need to raise awareness for our little friends, particularly on sites like Zootoo. Awareness means better vet care, more products, more adoptions, more donations.. the list goes on. <p>The best way to get their attention is to join the site with Midwest as your sponsor (that’s worth 200 points to them) and then do what you can (product reviews, news comments, etc) to continue earning points for the rescue. <p>To sign up at ZooToo.com (and don’t worry, they don’t spam their members or anything), use the referral site: <a href="http://www.zootoo.com/register/referrer/midwestrabbitrr/" target="_blank">http://www.zootoo.com/register/referrer/midwestrabbitrr</a>. <p>If you register with the Midwest zipcode (48170), you can also sign up as a volunteer (another 100 points). <p>Only one person can sign up per email address, but you can have your whole family join as long as they have different email addresses. It’s only open to US residents, so you must list a US location.<p>All effort will be appreciated by the thousands of bunnies that go through the tiny, cramped warehouse space That Midwest calls home. (It doesn’t even have a bathroom!) <p>Rabbits must rule!! More info at Midwest's site... <a href="http://www.rabbitrr.org/" target="_blank">http://www.rabbitrr.org</a>Ali Ahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09265203700584298385noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910025412009827122.post-18861369654697301182008-02-01T20:42:00.000-05:002008-02-01T20:52:06.950-05:00I Am MeOn going but wanted to post what I have so far.<br />------------------------<br />I am me and I am proud. I can be fun. I can be<br />short tempered. I tend to say what I think and<br />others be damned. I flirt and don't care what<br />others think.<p><br />I am me and I am shy. I can pretend to be out<br />there. I tend to put on a show and eventually let<br />people see all of me. If they don't it's because<br />I just don't feel it is the right thing for me. I<br />can be a clown.<p><br />I am me and I am a control freak. I have to be<br />in control. I don't like things changing from what<br />I have planned. I bounce back and run with it. I<br />plan things down to the smallest detail.<p><br />I am me and I am selfconcious. I know that I<br />am not ugly but I don't think I am that great to<br />look at. I know that certain things about me are<br />very attractive. Then there are others that just<br />eww. I am a plain girl.<p><br />I am me and I am a dare devil. I love to push<br />my limits. If it scares me I have to do it. I<br />don't think of getting hurt. I just love the thrill.Ali Ahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09265203700584298385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910025412009827122.post-14678132461841658732008-01-28T17:04:00.000-05:002008-01-28T22:03:47.774-05:00Anymore? Maybe a house landing on my head...If things get much worse I wonder how I will handle it. Today more was piled on to my plate. Normally I would call a friend but whoops we are not anymore.<br /><br /><br /><br />Things went down before and we were slowly coming to a new friendship not the one we had before but something new. It was not the same but atleast it was something.<br /><br /><br /><br />On several occasions the friend accussed me of different things that just blew me away. It was very hard to understand how someone who could call them self my friend would think I am capable of such things. I won't lie at times I wanted to strangle her but not about what she was thinking. More like the things friends normally do.<br /><br />Anyways some how she is no longer speaking to me. Still confused about that one.<br /><br />Explain to me why people noticed we were not like we used to be. So they felt ok to tell me what they felt about her. Or more so what bothered them about her.<br /><br />Anywayz something bad happened today and normally I would go to her but couldn't. So that sucked.<br /><br />Done for now. So I will end this.Ali Ahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09265203700584298385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910025412009827122.post-42719259416136683042008-01-27T21:49:00.000-05:002008-01-27T22:04:21.167-05:00Where do I start?Things have been insane! At times I have wanted to sleep and not wake up. Yea that is not good. Right? Or I consider shoving my foot up someones ass and yea again not good.<br /><br />I am beyond frustrated with most people. Only a handfull I feel like I can talk to. At the same time parts of me wonder. Can I really talk to them? Who is a real friend and who isn't? Who won't think such awful things of me? Who won't turn their back on me when I least suspect it?<br /><br />A place I found to be a sanctuary seems like a prison. I am walking away for a little just to try and find joy in it again. I do have somethings there that bring me joy so I will try and think of those things.<br /><br />I will say more but for now I need to sleep. Have to be up at 6am.Ali Ahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09265203700584298385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910025412009827122.post-42612307828637933082007-09-30T18:38:00.000-04:002007-09-30T18:58:40.474-04:00<a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/Wedding/wedding.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/Wedding/wedding.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><div>On October first it will be two years that I married the love of my life. Yes it sounds cheesy but I could not say it any other way.</div><br /><br /><div><br /><p><br />I found a man who loves and is not afraid to show it. Who supports me in everything I do. He does everything in his power to make sure I am happy and well. He cares for me when I am sick.<br /><p><br />I love my husband in a way I didn't think was possible. I love who he is, and what he stands for. I love everything about him.<br /><p><br />I love you and am proud to be your wife.</p></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5116134372163798882" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhCoQy8ia0w7qcoC4HNeePa7hz0cUdqPNkG8utw3eDQN6cgS9xSEtrKF8EqQCK0K83BtGInODZbNsYuuXjDncsWWolGzPnGzPDAVSyiuEUSpveuj7zWu5EUAqNiy9TeTDUtBMht60Q0kO4/s400/100_9873.JPG" border="0" /><br /><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5116134376458766194" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj3BGRDPn0TklN3Z4JszI9sBd5cE1wG1kcTtxHXRunKOku7feoAsXvFOkiJsQDf9juKLbZQGimmrPbu4ePDtmQ2hiVBre_WudJYI6JemC77oCSB4DKNSo4nLh6G14eBKXOWcWKAiZfgJYU/s400/100_9872.JPG" border="0" /> <img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5116135093718304642" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjbuBOct79jtC_Hy_JgHDwI6g-Tl0bcmOTwjs6Kqzi_KR6m8J5A9mJ47UkcY6KwbLnobkX2yFUedKHIo7ep_oepPcc4x4mFXJ6dc5bQZ-NGPI95PsgIQ6K7Z1QXRoc98lx7WyxU2U90UDA/s400/100_9894.JPG" border="0" /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh_rB3g3096tPCp-kaAcum7hoGZ_RvxZHUksln1u9zyptEvnD8p2KQWSB0aDeZheHlyPjI0uAWLGjx_Lbg-bH4AXMkYHtZgJLIhm-qw0_Idn7G-AqLjV8Ej-oyR8TKYP4Ppe6TCckJ21mY/s1600-h/100_9881.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5116134359278896962" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh_rB3g3096tPCp-kaAcum7hoGZ_RvxZHUksln1u9zyptEvnD8p2KQWSB0aDeZheHlyPjI0uAWLGjx_Lbg-bH4AXMkYHtZgJLIhm-qw0_Idn7G-AqLjV8Ej-oyR8TKYP4Ppe6TCckJ21mY/s400/100_9881.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiSC1OsHEhfa8f-l6XO3u_4oJyNRdZdbaKGqIEVum1ZXh7XnMt5Iwr91a7k7yJSoaS4FTjm0ya6zyt_gR0OrIUDf8xF1W6wURVM00yv8iFtmsYY3JkkSJJ_H-ZxLfmfFNn6sn4TfA9lvVY/s1600-h/100_9880.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5116134363573864274" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiSC1OsHEhfa8f-l6XO3u_4oJyNRdZdbaKGqIEVum1ZXh7XnMt5Iwr91a7k7yJSoaS4FTjm0ya6zyt_gR0OrIUDf8xF1W6wURVM00yv8iFtmsYY3JkkSJJ_H-ZxLfmfFNn6sn4TfA9lvVY/s400/100_9880.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5116134354983929650" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg5rlQMTfKrdL8jnIlmOtMk7DZVFcSuDzPoYXxcqVKMheXCVQwfkgVx2k1GLNUIRLiN-1RaW0ssQgtsEU3IkyB671_dexZo9RsDTp1lBjqE2eL6bK1jqYU2Yi4QYVEF3V9qbXLhji8g1J4/s400/100_9893.JPG" border="0" /><br /><br /></div><div></div></div>Ali Ahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09265203700584298385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910025412009827122.post-33720684915838853322007-09-19T09:06:00.000-04:002008-01-27T21:49:02.683-05:00Personal UpdateTimes have been so nuts it is insane how much has happened. So many friends and relatives announcing impending births. It is alittle bit of an ouch.<br /><br /><br /><br />I know it isn't the right time and we really should wait but at the same time it is a neverending want. We talked and said maybe in a year we will try. That all depends on everything going as planned. Everything lining up just right.<br /><br /><br /><br />How often do things line up just right? It is not a common thing. Sort of like a blue moon.Ali Ahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09265203700584298385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910025412009827122.post-30817761583040876822007-09-14T10:02:00.000-04:002007-09-30T16:58:44.909-04:00So Many LossesIt is only the 14th of September and so many people in my different rabbit groups have lost some of their rabbits. It is so sad. Some of them are rabbits I have come to love. Here is a list of thier names.<br /><p><br />Ashy Tyler - Laura<br />Ruby - Jess<br />Pebble - Michaela and Ebony<br />Snoozy Snooze - Mary Kay<br />Zoey<br />Jewel<br />Peanuts<br />Mocha<br />SugarBear - Peg<br />Puck - Peg<br />Marshmallow - Cheryl<br />Rusty<br />Joseph<br />Alex<br /><br />I am sure there are many more that these are just a drop in the bucket.<br /><br />This is all for now.</p><p>Edit To Add: Cooper - Laura from Tenn</p><p>Edit To Add: Jen - Jenson</p><p>and</p><p>Snuggles - Mandy</p><p>Edit to Add - Herman - Kat and Winnie</p><p>Edit to ADD - Lynne - Peg</p><p>and</p><p>Sprite - Angela</p><p>Edit to Add - Cocoa - Jay</p><p>and</p><p>Murphy - Kriss</p><p>and</p><p>SA - Patricia</p><p>Edit to Add - Milo - Michelle From NZ</p><p>and </p><p>Peanut - Emily and Rex</p><p>and </p><p>Lucky - Michelle from NZ</p><p>Edit to Add</p><p>Peter</p><p>Tidbit - Sophie</p>Ali Ahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09265203700584298385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910025412009827122.post-82801103608657662582007-08-31T15:04:00.001-04:002007-08-31T15:23:35.660-04:00Somethings that make me happy...1) Laying down with Rob (my husband) and just talking.<br /><p><br />2) Playing with my animals.<br /><p><br />3) Watching them play alone<br /><p><br />4) The rescue work I do.<br /><p><br />5) My family being ok.<br /><p><br />6) Writing<br /><p><br />7) Drawing even though I suck. I just enjoy it.<br /><p><br />8) Sewing, knitting, crocheting.<br /><p><br />9) Decorating<br /><p><br />10) Organizing things. Yes I know I am weird. Its the OCD.Ali Ahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09265203700584298385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910025412009827122.post-14946820099677819522007-08-14T18:59:00.000-04:002007-08-14T19:13:36.017-04:00How Lost Am I?My world has been so crazy that I feel like I let myself get lost in anger, frustration, and <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">exhaustion</span>. My creative flow became lost and I am just getting it back. I am still not out of this dark phase but I am <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">ok</span> and surviving.<br /><p><br />Things still are not looking up but we are still together. Still strong. Who knows what is going to happen. We can just wait and see.</p>Ali Ahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09265203700584298385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910025412009827122.post-34145237026695916182007-07-08T08:25:00.000-04:002007-07-08T08:33:35.219-04:00Ringo Starr's 2nd Gotcha Day<img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/Ringos%202nd%20Gotcha%20day/RingoGotchaDay.jpg" border="0" /> <div><div>Ringo Starr today is your day. You have graced our lives for two years.<br /><br /><p>We have cried and laughed with you in that time. Some of the moments we were not sure if we would have you the next day. I held you in my arms never letting go. For two weeks I slept an hour here and there making sure you stayed with us, I would do it again with out a second thought. Some how you have always pulled through, showing us your strength.<br /><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/Ringos%202nd%20Gotcha%20day/100_8886.jpg" border="0" /><br /><p>We watched as the others have rejected you yet you still continue to seek them out. You have never let anything change your spirit. Never a mean action from you just love.<br /><p><br />Each time you see us you go insane. Bunny 500 hundred could not describe your joy when someone visits you. Demanding does not cover how much you want to be petted.<br /><p><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/Ringos%202nd%20Gotcha%20day/100_8871.jpg" border="0" /><br />I know you were not my first choice but you were ment to be part of our lives. You will always be are first child. The one that needs us the most. We will always move heaven and earth to make sure you are cared for.<br /><p><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/Ringos%202nd%20Gotcha%20day/100_8887.jpg" border="0" /><br />I know you miss Samantha and how she would lay near you when no one else would. I am sure she is watching out for you and waiting for the day you guys can trully be with each other. Just make sure it is a long way off.<br /><p><br />Ringo Starr are little miracle pig, our first, and no way are last we love you more than anything.</p></div><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/Ringos%202nd%20Gotcha%20day/100_8895.jpg" border="0" /><br /><br /><div></div></div>Ali Ahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09265203700584298385noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910025412009827122.post-21143411596698767152007-06-24T09:17:00.000-04:002007-06-24T09:19:13.041-04:00Rabbit Forum! Rabbit Forum! Rabbit Forum!Rabbit Forum! Rabbit Forum! Rabbit Forum!<br />If you have a rabbit and need a place to ask questions. A place to feel welcome when you want to just tell stories to a person that understands come to <a href="http://www.rabbitsonline.net/">http://www.rabbitsonline.net</a><br /><p><br />Rabbits Online is the largest and most active rabbit forum on the Internet with 5000+ members and hundreds of thousands of informative and sociable posts courtesy of expert and novice bunny lovers, including pet owners, breeders and rabbit rescuers.Ali Ahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09265203700584298385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910025412009827122.post-9648055589283826542007-06-11T19:28:00.000-04:002007-06-11T19:38:23.127-04:00My Love My Life<span>So many things seem to be wrong but one thing is still going strong. My love. I love Rob like it was that first time holding hands, that first kiss, that first touch...I think you get the idea. I don't see that ever changing. </span><br /><span><p></span><br /><span>How can it when I have an amazing guy. No not perfect but pretty damn close. He supports me in every crazy thing I do and say. He cares for me when I am sick and barely able to stand. He laughs at my quirks, and makes me smile when I am down.</span><br /><span><p></span><br /><span>His love has not waivered, he stays true to himself but is willing to listen to what I say. Most of all he never let's me forget.</span><br /><span><p></span><br /><span>I love you baby. Always will. I am proud to be your wife. I believe in you.</span><br /><span><p></span><br /><span>Almost two years ago I dedicated this song to you and it still stands true.</span><br /><span><p></span><br /><span>Stickwitu lyrics Sung by PussyCat Dolls</span><br /><span>I don't wanna go another day,So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind. Seems like everybody's breaking up Throwing their love away,But I know I got a good thing right here That's why I say (Hey)</span><br /><span><p></span><br /><span>[Chorus:]Nobody gonna love me betterI must stick with you forever. Nobody gonna take me higherI must stick with you. You know how to appreciate meI must stick with you, my baby. Nobody ever made me feel this way I must stick with you.</span><br /><span><p></span><br /><span>I don't wanna go another day So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind. See the way we ride in our private lives,Ain't nobody getting in between. I want you to know that you're the only one for me (one for me)And I say</span><br /><span><p></span><br /><span>[Chorus]And now Ain't nothing else I can need (nothing else I can need)And now I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me. I got you,We'll be making love endlessly. I'm with you (baby, I'm with you)Baby, you're with me (Baby, you're with me)</span><br /><span><p></span><br /><span>So don't you worry about People hanging around,They ain't bringing us down. I know you and you know me And that's all that counts. So don't you worry about People hanging around,They ain't bringing us down. I know you and you know me And that's why I say</span><br /><span><p></span><br /><span>[Chorus x2]</span><br /><span></span>Ali Ahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09265203700584298385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910025412009827122.post-40866604822120635632007-06-01T23:00:00.000-04:002007-06-01T23:02:16.937-04:00Nother PostI thought I was done posting for the day but I guess not. I just wanted you to know that I liked hearing the thunder again today.<br /><p><br />Also Kashi keeps looking for you. She spent all day going all over looking around. She would go to where your pen should be and come out look at me as if to ask where are you. How do I tell her your gone?<br /><p><br />I also noticed Teresa keeps sitting looking across to where your pen would be. Also wondering where her arch nemisis is. I don't know what to do we miss you. Daddy posted on his 360 blog but still can not come here.<br /><p><br />We watched your videos when he got home. It was nice we laughed at the memories as tears of sorrow rained down our faces. We still can't believe your gone.<br /><p><br />I still don't know how to tell Daniel you are gone. She gave you to us knowing we would love you. As I have said not the housewarming gift I expected but one of the best ever.<br /><p><br />I am going to qoute something Daddy wrote on his blog here.<br /><p><br /><blockquote>Good bye Samantha Jane. I don't know why you felt it was time to leave us, we were ready to take care of you for a long time yet. I hope you were truly happy in your time with us. I hope you have found peace. You will be greatly missed.</blockquote>Ali Ahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09265203700584298385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910025412009827122.post-20478274403026657152007-06-01T12:15:00.000-04:002007-06-01T12:29:58.853-04:00Love You Sweety<a href="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/Close%20Ups/100_6418.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/Close%20Ups/100_6418.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>This was last night. </div><br /><div><p></p></div><br /><div>Hey Sam guess you read what I said about the thunder. I love you too.</div><br /><div><p></p></div><br /><div>For everyone else this afternoon I went to feed the bunnies there afternoon treat and I turned to give Sam some and she wasn't there. I fell to the floor crying. I just wanted my baby. At that moment it started to thunder.I like to think that was her stomping telling me she was ok and to get up. </div><br /><div><p></p></div><br /><div>This morning. </div><br /><div><p></p></div><br /><div>It's funny they say grief you blame others. I don't blame others and I don't blame myself. It was her time to go and thats all. No way to change that. I will miss her and rather her be here but it is was just her time.</div><br /><div><p></p></div><br /><div>I loved her, Rob loved her, My mom, my dad, my brother and those here loved her. She knew that. </div><br /><div><p></p></div><br /><div>We did everything to make sure she was healthy, taking her to the vet. Making sure she had the best food, the healthiest treats. Nothing more we could just her time.I just miss her.</div><br /><div><p></p></div><br /><div>This afternoon.</div><br /><div><p></p></div><br /><div>Well I just got off the phone with the vets office we have made the choice to have you cremated. It wasn't an easy choice. In the end we wanted you to always have your place in our family. No one will ever replace you.</div><br /><div><p></p></div><br /><div>They said you will be given back to us in a blue box. I think you deserve better ok maybe I will like the box. Blue is my favorite color. If I don't Jay R is going to get you this.... <a href="http://www.bestfriendservices.com/commerce/ccp2083-rabbit-figurine-urns-rabbits-figurine.htm">http://www.bestfriendservices.com/commerce/ccp2083-rabbit-figurine-urns-rabbits-figurine.htm</a> </div><br /><div><p></p></div><br /><div>Next week the two guinea pigs join our family in body. In heart they already are part of this family they were before you left. In you honor we are going to call them Logan Jake (Jane) and Samuel (Samantha) Elijah or Eliot. I like Elijah but waiting for what Daddy thinks. Daddy still can not come here to say good bye. </div><br /><div><p></p></div><br /><div>His heart is broken and I am not sure he is ready to yet.</div><br /><div><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/Close%20Ups/100_6419.jpg" border="0" /></div>Ali Ahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09265203700584298385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910025412009827122.post-32613551993389014042007-05-31T08:17:00.000-04:002007-05-31T09:00:41.752-04:00RIP SAMANTHA JANE<img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/RIP%20Samantha/100_8331.jpg" border="0" /> <div><div>My big Diva Samantha Jane Passed Away Last night.</div><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/RIP%20Samantha/100_8344.jpg" border="0" /> <div><p>Post I made somewhere else but have to share.</p></div><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/RIP%20Samantha/100_8337.jpg" border="0" />Hey my big DIVA it's 5am and I have been up an hour. I can't believe your gone. I always said I wouldn't have chosen you myself but that God sent you to me for a reason. Trying to find a way to help you made me see what amazing creatures rabbits our.<br /><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/RIP%20Samantha/100_8346.jpg" border="0" /> <div>It brought to light what delicate creatures you were. Thanks to you I help others. I learned patience ok so not much but I did learn some. I learned to fight for those who have no voice. Not just to sit back and talk while others fight. I learned that every life is worth fighting for.</div><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/RIP%20Samantha/100_8336.jpg" border="0" />Daddy is so sad. He loved you so much. I don't know how he will take this but maybe he can draw comfort that you are now with his bunny Thumper who he lost years ago. Do me a favor ask Thumper how he felt about that name. Tell Thumper that Daddy still misses him and we wait for the day we all meet again.<br /><br /><br /><div><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/RIP%20Samantha/100_8343.jpg" border="0" />Also say hi to Chaka and tell her grandma and JayR miss her. </div><div><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/RIP%20Samantha/100_8353.jpg" border="0" />I am also worried about Kashi I know she was a dog and but you two were the best of friends. You trusted her long before you trusted any of us. She would sleep by your pen and eat veggies with you. She is going to miss you.</div><div><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/RIP%20Samantha/100_8352.jpg" border="0" />So much more to say but how do I say it? How do I accept you are gone? I love you my big DIVA. We will meet again at the Rainbow Bridge and you will nip me and ask for crasins. When hear thunder I will think of your stomping.<img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/RIP%20Samantha/100_8325.jpg" border="0" /></div></div>Ali Ahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09265203700584298385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910025412009827122.post-81428589899926295332007-05-24T09:24:00.000-04:002007-05-24T09:41:06.135-04:00My Life Right NowLately it seems that I life is overwhelming but listening to a new <a class="typo" onclick="show_menu(event, this, 'smenu1')" href="http://rabbits-forums.com/new_topic.php#">cd</a> it has two songs back to back that make me see that I need to stop looking at the bad in my life and get past it. The songs by the way are "If Everyone Cared" by <a class="typo" onclick="show_menu(event, this, 'smenu2')" href="http://rabbits-forums.com/new_topic.php#">Nickleback</a> and "It's Not Over" by <a class="typo" onclick="show_menu(event, this, 'smenu3')" href="http://rabbits-forums.com/new_topic.php#">Daughtry</a>.<br /><p><br />Sometimes it feels like the world is coming down around you. What could go wrong does. What shouldn't go wrong does. You feel lost, afraid and alone.<br /><p><br />You have to look for the good. You have to be open. You have to be willing to try something new. No one is alone unless they want to be. Get out there and meet people. Go into a game and mess with a newbies head. Pick up the phone and call someone you haven't spoken to in a long time. Or just go for a walk. Drop me a line...I love people!<br /><p><br />Lately for me it feels like my world is crashing down around me. Everything unraveling to the point that I can barely hold on.<br /><p><br />I lost my cousin. My grandma has been sick and she is also having problems with her adopted children. My great-uncle is in and out of the hospital. I have no job and soon my husband will be in the same boat. My brother seems to be lost. My teenage cousin is pregnant again and I am jealous. Top it off this time it's a girl. Oh man does it hurt.<br /><p><br />Yet when those songs came on I said to myself..."You have a husband who loves you, animals who depend on you and volunteer work that makes you feel alive." I guess I just have to get through these times and hope for the best.<br /><p><br />--------------------------===============-------------------------------<br /><p><br />It's Not Over lyrics Daughtry<p>I was blown away.What could I say?It all seemed to make sense.You've taken away everything, And I can't deal with that.I try to see the good in life, But good things in life are hard to find.We'll blow it away, blow it away. Can we make this something good?Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.<p>Let's start over.I'll try to do it right this time around.It's not over.'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.This love is killing me,But you're the only one.It's not over.<p>Taken all I could take,And I cannot wait.We're wasting too much time Being strong, holding on.Can't let it bring us down.My life with you means everything,So I won't give up that easily.I'll blow it away, blow it away.Can we make this something good?'Cause it's all misunderstood.Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.<p>Let's start over.I'll try to do it right this time around.It's not over.'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.This love is killing me,But you're the only one.It's not over.<p>We can't let this get away.Let it out, let it out.Don't get caught up in yourself.Let it out.<p>Let's start over.I'll try to do it right this time around.It's not over.'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.This love is killing me,But you're the only one.It's not over.<p>Let's start over.It's not over, yeah...This love is killing me,But you're the only one.It's not over.<p>If Everyone Cared lyrics Nickelback<p>From underneath the trees, we watch the sky Confusing stars for satellitesI never dreamed that you'd be mineBut here we are, we're here tonight<p>Singing Amen, I, I'm alive Singing Amen, I, I'm alive<p>[Chorus:]If everyone cared and nobody cried If everyone loved and nobody lied If everyone shared and swallowed their pride Then we'd see the day when nobody died<p>And I'm singing<p>Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive Amen I, Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive<p>And in the air the firefliesOur only light in paradise We'll show the world they were wrongAnd teach them all to sing along<p>Singing Amen, I, I'm alive Singing Amen, I, I'm alive(I'm alive)<p>[Chorus x2]<p>And as we lie beneath the stars We realize how small we areIf they could love like you and meImagine what the world could be<p>If everyone cared and nobody cried If everyone loved and nobody lied If everyone shared and swallowed their pride Then we'd see the day when nobody died When nobody died...<p>[Chorus]<p>We'd see the day, we'd see the day When nobody diedWe'd see the day, we'd see the day When nobody died We'd see the day when nobody died<p>Ali Ahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09265203700584298385noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910025412009827122.post-53761028085223930432007-05-22T09:32:00.001-04:002007-05-22T09:54:17.430-04:00Weddings<img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/C%20and%20Ds%20Wedding/100_8205.jpg" border="0" /> <div><div>This past Saturday I went to a wedding. It was my husbands friends wedding and it was a very lovely event.</div><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/C%20and%20Ds%20Wedding/100_8198.jpg" border="0" /> <div>The bride and groom could not have gone together more perfectly. They look like they are trully ment to be together. Not much to say just lots of pictures.</div><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/C%20and%20Ds%20Wedding/100_8201.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/C%20and%20Ds%20Wedding/100_8201.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/C%20and%20Ds%20Wedding/100_8195.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/C%20and%20Ds%20Wedding/100_8195.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/C%20and%20Ds%20Wedding/100_8203.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/C%20and%20Ds%20Wedding/100_8203.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/C%20and%20Ds%20Wedding/100_8209.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/C%20and%20Ds%20Wedding/100_8209.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/C%20and%20Ds%20Wedding/100_8242.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/C%20and%20Ds%20Wedding/100_8242.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/C%20and%20Ds%20Wedding/100_8213.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/C%20and%20Ds%20Wedding/100_8213.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/C%20and%20Ds%20Wedding/100_8207.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/C%20and%20Ds%20Wedding/100_8207.jpg" border="0" /></a> </div><div> </div><div>After we went with some friends to see Shrek 3 which was very very good. They had some cool previews the biggest one being Transformers! OMG! I can not wait till that movie comes out!</div></div>Ali Ahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09265203700584298385noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910025412009827122.post-80337117889836981732007-05-04T22:06:00.000-04:002007-05-04T22:22:54.013-04:00Walk Down My Relaxing Path (april 28, 2007)Ok some random pictures from my fave local!<br /><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7967.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7967.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7965.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7965.jpg" border="0" /></a> Those trees are falling over. They make a little cave.<br /><div><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7969.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7969.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7972.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7972.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7970.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7970.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7968.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7968.jpg" border="0" /></a> <img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7983.jpg" border="0" /><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7971.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7971.jpg" border="0" /></a> More pretty trees. I love this time of year all the change.<br /><br /><div><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7974.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7974.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7977.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7977.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7975.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7975.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7973.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7973.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7976.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7976.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7978.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7978.jpg" border="0" /></a> Look at that stump. Nice thick one.<br /><br /><div><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7979.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7979.jpg" border="0" /></a> Trees in the river.<br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7982.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7982.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7980.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7980.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7978.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7978.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7981.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7981.jpg" border="0" /></a> <div><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7984.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7984.jpg" border="0" /></a> I love these trees. I don't know why.<br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7987.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7987.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7985.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7985.jpg" border="0" /></a> <img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April28th2007Walk/100_7986.jpg" border="0" /></div></div></div></div></div>Ali Ahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09265203700584298385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910025412009827122.post-71585225680174399942007-05-04T21:25:00.000-04:002007-05-04T22:21:46.952-04:00Random Pictures Through CT and MA (april 1, 2007)These are some photos I have taken on trips from my home in CT up into MA visiting my family.<br /><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div>Here is a picture of a robin.</div><p><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6785.jpg" border="0" />And another two....</p><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6784.jpg" border="0" /><br /><br /><br /><p><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6783.jpg" border="0" /> </p><br /><br /><div>Some pictures off the river bank.</div><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6777.jpg" border="0" /><br /><div><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6782.jpg" border="0" /></div></div></div><br /><p><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6774.jpg" border="0" /></p><p><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6778.jpg" border="0" /></p><p>Pictures of the CT River.</p><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6773.jpg" border="0" /><br /><p><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6781.jpg" border="0" /></p></div><br /><p><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6775.jpg" border="0" /><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6771.jpg" border="0" /><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6776.jpg" border="0" /><br /><br /></p><p>These are some of the bike path next to the river. It has always been one of my relaxing places. No matter how stressed I am I go there and it seems better.<img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6748.jpg" border="0" /><br /><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6749.jpg" border="0" /><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6751.jpg" border="0" /></p></div><br /><div><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6746.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6746.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6750.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6750.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><div><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6755.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6755.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6759.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6759.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6756.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6756.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6753.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6753.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6758.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6758.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6761.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6761.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6764.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6764.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6762.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6762.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6760.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6760.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6763.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6763.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6766.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6766.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6769.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6769.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6767.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6767.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6765.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6765.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6768.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6768.jpg" border="0" /></a></div></div></div></div></div><br /><div>Church Near by.<br /><br /><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6735.jpg" border="0" /></div></div></div></div></div><br /><div><br /></div><br /><p>Bridge this is where Downtown Springfield turns into the North End.</p><br /><p><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6726.jpg" border="0" />Clock DownTown</p><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/April1st2007DriveThroughMAandCT/100_6719.jpg" border="0" /><br /><p>I will make another blog with another days trip.<br /></p><br /><p></p>Ali Ahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09265203700584298385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910025412009827122.post-74491022725974603912007-05-03T11:08:00.000-04:002007-05-03T12:19:51.817-04:00Thought I Would Mention Some Changes<a href="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/Photoshop%20Photos/bunniesfromthezoocrew2copy.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/Photoshop%20Photos/bunniesfromthezoocrew2copy.jpg" border="0" /></a> Since the first blog another bunny joined our crew. His name is Elvis Aaron. He is a love. I adore him beyond words.<img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/RelaxednSleeping/100_4876.jpg" border="0" /><br /><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><br />I will post some of the others. First is Ringo Starr. He was our first bunny and not our last.<br /><br /><br /><div><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/Photoshop%20Photos/lovemommy.jpg" border="0" /></div></div></div></div><br /><br /><p>Than came Samantha Jane. A gift from a friend.</p><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/Samantha/100_6425.jpg" border="0" /> <p>Than came Connor Grayson, my heart.</p><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/Connor/100_6341.jpg" border="0" /> <p>Than came Teresa Mekare, our playboy bunny.</p><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/Teresa/100_7825.jpg" border="0" /> <p>Than came Dallas Jinx Jones as a possible friend for Teresa after she was spayed. </p><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/Dallas/100_3301.jpg" border="0" /> <p>That went well and they bonded. </p><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/First%20Bonded%20Pair/100_3322.jpg" border="0" /><br /><p>Than came Elvis as you saw at the top. I tried bonding him to them but they only last together a few minutes.</p><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/BondingPicsofPossibleTrio/100_5568.jpg" border="0" /></div><div>Connor on the other hand bonded to the dou giving me a trio.</div><div></div><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/BondingBetweenCandDandT/100_7812.jpg" border="0" /><br /><div>We have also fostered several rabbits.</div><br /><br /><div>My first was SweetPea now know Rocky Balboa. My mom adopted him.</div><br /><div></div><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/FirstFosterSweetPea/100_4213.jpg" border="0" /><br /><div>Than came Bree, who was adopted when the people fell in love with her at first glance.</div><br /><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/SecondFosterBree/100_6202.jpg" border="0" /><br /><br /><div></div><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/SecondFosterBree/100_6087.jpg" border="0" /><br /><br /><br /><div>Next was Desi, oh man I adore this one. I loved him from day one. He is in an amazing home.</div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/ThirdFosterDesi/100_6681.jpg" border="0" /><br /><br /><br /><div>Now we have Indie. Hopefully I don't lose a finger.</div><br /><br /><div><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/Fourth%20Foster%20Indie/100_7994.jpg" border="0" /></div></div></div></div></div><br /><br /><br /><br />Oh and we have Wyatt Earp. He is my moms bun who I am caring for him till he is neutered. <img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w117/JadeIcing/Moms%20buns/100_7033.jpg" border="0" />Ali Ahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09265203700584298385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910025412009827122.post-2577470737099248962007-05-03T08:28:00.000-04:002007-05-03T14:47:03.638-04:00Rambling's of a Silly Lady<a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/Pictures%20for%20Blog/bunnyland-round-large.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/Pictures%20for%20Blog/bunnyland-round-large.jpg" border="0" /></a> If you read those blog entries you can see how much it means to me to have a child. I go online and look at baby stuff all the time. I look at all the cribs and the ways I could decorate a nursery. Shoot I go as far as looking at set for toddlers and young children.<br /><div><div><div><div><div><p><br /><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/Pictures%20for%20Blog/norwich-3.jpg" border="0" /> <div>It's crazy but I want to have twins or more. <a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/Pictures%20for%20Blog/webb_quads_05072004_1.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/Pictures%20for%20Blog/webb_quads_05072004_1.jpg" border="0" /></a></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div>Yes it is insane. Don't ask me why. It's just been my dream. I love babies, I love kids. I love teaching them, I love playing with them. I like seeing as they discover new things.</div><br /><div></div><a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/Pictures%20for%20Blog/brettandgabriel.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/Pictures%20for%20Blog/brettandgabriel.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div>Why do I want kids so bad? I don't know. I always have. Most dream of travel, of work, I dreamed of a family. Of a simple life. </div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>I know now isn't the time. I know that. I just want to know that it is a possibility. Who knows what will happen so many things can change. </div><div>I think I would be a good mother, I know Rob would be an amazing father. I THINK our parents would be good grandparents.<br /><br /></div><div>Lord I really am rambling. I will end this now.</div></div></div></div></div></div>Ali Ahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09265203700584298385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910025412009827122.post-45548562740732689432007-05-03T08:18:00.001-04:002008-06-07T07:17:04.295-04:00Reasons<a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/Pictures%20for%20Blog/baby-feather4.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/Pictures%20for%20Blog/baby-feather4.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>(OLD BLOG FROM OLD BLOG REPOSTING)</div><a id="m32" href="http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog/slideshow.html?p=32&id=UM2QhuEwd68UEoPJWRdhbY8oTPzX_8zN6mtF_Zq85DzP4pgWnQ--" winurl="/blog/popup_slideshow.html?p=32&id=UM2QhuEwd68UEoPJWRdhbY8oTPzX_8zN6mtF_Zq85DzP4pgWnQ--" winwidth="800" winname="null" winheight="550" winoptions="2"></a><a id="m32" href="http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog/slideshow.html?p=32&id=UM2QhuEwd68UEoPJWRdhbY8oTPzX_8zN6mtF_Zq85DzP4pgWnQ--"></a><br /><div><br />I am 24 years old and married. We are very happy, and have been married for a little over a year. </div><br /><div><p><br />We have spoken a lot about having kids, we are not doing it anytime soon. We want to wait till we are finically stable. </p></div><br /><div><p><br />The problem is my families mental health. My family has a very long history of mental instability. Ranging from depression to bipolar. My brother is bipolar and it has been an uphill battle to keep him safe. We still fight to this day to make sure he keeps up with meds, and treatment. My brother has tried to kill himself more than once. Is it wrong of me not to want to pass that on to my child? I have seen my brother suffer. My mothers tears when she had to leave him in the hospital. My fear of losing my brother.</p></div><br /><div><p></p></div><br /><div>I ask myself how can I take that risk to bring a child into this world that might possibly face the same fight as my brother. I don't think I am strong enough to do it.We have considered adoption, I have always wanted to adopt. My husband also said he would like to adopt but still would like to have a child of our own. We did discuss this before getting married but since than things have happened that have really made me change my mind. </div>Ali Ahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09265203700584298385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4910025412009827122.post-88083179142090464232007-05-03T08:09:00.000-04:002007-05-03T14:49:46.825-04:00My Hearts Desire<a href="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/Pictures%20for%20Blog/d55f.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l260/JzJade/Pictures%20for%20Blog/d55f.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>(Old blogs from and old blog just putting them here.)<br /><br /><p><br />Some people find it weird that I feel like I was born to be a mother. More than anything ever in my whole I have wanted to be a mother My hearts desire to be a mother.<br /><br /><p><br />Children have this glow that brightens a room. That bring this instint in me to protect, to cherish, to love.<br /><br /><p><br />Wether or not I have my own is what plagues me now. The genetics I would pass onto the poor child are scarey. I went to the emergency room yesterday and they ask you your family history.... I asked if I could tell them what we haven't had. Also that it isn't counting mental illnesses.<br />I have always wanted to adopt. So many kids out there that need loving homes. I don't think blood makes a family. I believe it is in the heart. That is where family comes from.<br /><br /><p><br />What to do? What would you do?</p></div>Ali Ahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09265203700584298385noreply@blogger.com0